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You make it hard to breathe
It’s as if I’m suffocating
And when you’re next to me
I can feel your heartbeat through my skin
It makes me sad to think
This all could be for nothing
I wish there was a way
For you to see inside of me
I’ve never felt this way
About anyone or anything
Tell me
What do I have to do to make you happy?
What do I have to do to make you understand?
What do I have to do to make you want me?
And, if I can’t make you want me
What do I have to do?

I know exactly what you’re thinking
But I swear this time I will not let you down
I’m not as selfish as I used to be
That was a part of me that never made me proud
Right now I think I would try anything
Anything at all to keep you satisfied
God I hope you see what loving you would do to me
All I want is one more chance, so tell me...
What do I have to do to make you love me?


Feb. 28th, 2005 09:54 am
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I may, or may not, have stated this before, but levitation is indeed possible without mechanical equipment. Half of the article in the link talks about scientists taking their first steps into levitation with mechanical tools. The other half talks about humans in the past and present levitating without any mechanical means whatsoever. As I've said before, telekinesis, levitation, extreme powers of the mind, all of these things are very real and can be done. The actual method is up to the person themselves, and if they are truly devoted to it. There are schools for such things to help the person with such(I've considered learning at one then becoming a teacher), but good luck finding many that aren't just fooling around with stupid stuff to get money. Tibet's a very popular place in movies, and has quite a few monks, if I do say so myself. In India, there's also some indians that have such a spiritual grasp in the world and know just what the body needs that they can keep their body healthy and spiritually intact to the point where some are over 300 years old and still going. People who thing this is bs, you can continue thinking that if you wish. I'll just keep bringing more and more proof for you. People who agree with me, such as Spork, good that you have an open mind and realize that just about anything is possible.
Time thing above. Certainly interesting.. but after some browsing of the site I realized that half of the news are 'fun news'.. whether this and the above link are 'fun news', I don't know. They sound plausable, though.
Another link. Hehe.. this kid sounds awesome. I'd like to meet him sometime. He's most probobly an alien that wanted to, and has, been born as a human to witness the polar shift that is to hit very soon.
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hoverbeast12345: Dude. This helps prove that we're all one.
Nocturnal Spork: For all I know, you're just a figment of my imagination.
hoverbeast12345: During the late 1970s, Prof Jahn decided to investigate whether the power of human thought alone could interfere in some way with the machine's usual readings. He hauled strangers off the street and asked them to concentrate their minds on his number generator. In effect, he was asking them to try to make it flip more heads than tails.

It was a preposterous idea at the time. The results, however, were stunning and have never been satisfactorily explained.

Again and again, entirely ordinary people proved that their minds could influence the machine and produce significant fluctuations on the graph, 'forcing it' to produce unequal numbers of 'heads' or 'tails'.

According to all of the known laws of science, this should not have happened - but it did. And it kept on happening.
Nocturnal Spork: Okay, hold on. I'm about to read it.
hoverbeast12345: Don't forget.
Nocturnal Spork: If we're all one, then by hurting anybody else, we're hurting ourself; By hating somebody, we hate ourselves; By loving somebody, we love ourselves. It would certainly change things if we were able to proove this as true. :-\
hoverbeast12345: Exactly.
Nocturnal Spork: It'd give us all a whole new look on life.
Nocturnal Spork: If we were able to realize that we're all one, and that everything we do to others we're actually doing to ourself, maybe people will finally treat eachother nicely.
hoverbeast12345: Yep.
Nocturnal Spork: It could lead to a possible utopia, if we're lucky that is.

Cynics will quite rightly point out that there is always some global event that could be used to 'explain' the times when the Egg machines behaved erratically. After all, our world is full of wars, disasters and terrorist outrages, as well as the occasional global celebration. Are the scientists simply trying too hard to detect patterns in their raw data?

The team behind the project insist not. They claim that by using rigorous scientific techniques and powerful mathematics it is possible to exclude any such random connections.

'We're perfectly willing to discover that we've made mistakes,' says Dr Nelson. 'But we haven't been able to find any, and neither has anyone else.

Our data shows clearly that the chances of getting these results by fluke are one million to one against.

It is possible - in theory - that time may not just move forwards but backwards, too. And if time ebbs and flows like the tides in the sea, it might just be possible to foretell major world events. We would, in effect, be 'remembering' things that had taken place in our future.
hoverbeast12345: EXACTLY! You have to remember that there's an opposite to everything, so forward also means backwards!
Nocturnal Spork: One of these new technologies was a humble-looking black box known was a Random Event Generator (REG). This used computer technology to generate two numbers - a one and a zero - in a totally random sequence, rather like an electronic coin-flipper. 0's and 1's...sounds like binary code.
hoverbeast12345: That's what it bases itself on.
hoverbeast12345: I'm getting close to the end of the page. I'll let ya read the rest for yourself without quotes.
Nocturnal Spork: It'd be interesting if the series of 1's and 0's actually produced something.

'And if it's possible for it to happen in physics, then it can happen in our minds, too.' In other words, Prof Bierman believes that we are all capable of looking into the future, if only we could tap into the hidden power of our minds. And there is a tantalising body of evidence to support this theory.
hoverbeast12345: Okay.. I'll try to keep myself from quoting anymore.
hoverbeast12345: But this is exactly what I've been talking about, is it not?
Nocturnal Spork: h/o
Nocturnal Spork: Let me first finish this without interuption.
hoverbeast12345: Yes. That's what I'm trying to stop myself from doing.
hoverbeast12345: Ignore any more messages.

Okay people, remember all this stuff I've been talking about? Well, here's your proof! I've been telling yall about this stuff, although mostly Spork, and look! Here's your proof.. and while it adds questions, it's definitely matching what I've been telling Spork about for the past few months. Now you may know that perhaps what I talk about may perhaps be true. Add your thoughts and opinions wherever. I'm extremely interested in hearing.
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So, last night I was talking to my mom on the phone, and went ahead and told her I'd go to her place tomorrow after school. Well, ya know how some things are just so perfectly timed that you can't help but chuckle at your luck/misfortune? Well, this morning at my place I got cut off the internet. The internet didn't work and I didn't understand why. I just finished calling my stepdad and it's still down. Yet of all days for it to happen, I'm at my mom's! Haha. Awesome timing right there. Perhaps I knew it would happen without realizing it? Perhaps, perhaps not.

I was walking around after getting changed back into my regular clothes at gym today when someone turned around and jumped because I was right behind him staring at him. He said he thought I was the kid from the Grudge and was giving me an evil look. That's him and Spork now that've said I look like him. I should see the movie so I can see for myself. >.> I managed to scare four other people today, the last being on purpose. It's weird.. am I so freakishly quiet that you can't tell if I'm 50 miles away or 2 inches away breathing down your neck? Or perhaps I have temporarely gained the power to scare anyone?! O.O

No homework today, if you don't count reading 20 pages.. and how can they be sure if I read it or not? After all, it is science. ;)

I want to be happy, but I am sad. I was in the cafeteria when I grabbed my lunch. I found myself walking around the cafeteria, tray and all, for five minutes, wondering "Where's Jessica/Mila/Brin?".. and then I realized that I was in North Carolina. None of them are there. Just myself. And depression has/is sinking in once again..


Feb. 1st, 2005 03:39 pm
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Well, not much new happened today. The only new thing that happened wsa that in gym we were pushed even further, doing 2 mile runs instead of one, heading into the weight room for once to do lifts with a bar, and some other stuff. I'm even more exhausted now.

The letter that was supposed to be sent long ago isn't on the table as it was in the morning, so I can hope that my mom will remember to actually drop it off at the postoffice. I'll walk there myself if I have to. -_-;
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Every whenever, I'll change the code on my bio. It's a code, for ya to see if you can crack. Think of it as something for killing time or whatever. Sometimes I'll have it repeat one pattern so you don't get too ticked off(although I doubt very many of you would even bother >_>), and sometimes I'll change it. But yes, check my bio often if you're bored. Kills time for me as well. :)
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Sooo... went to orthidontist about talking about braces and whatever, then got to see downtown of Asheville. There's tons of restaurants that I've never heard about, like the Flying Frog, Screaming Seed, and other things such as one inside a trolley. The birds were suprisingly calm about the people around them, not bothering to really notice unless the person was within inches of it. However, not all is calm and peaceful here. I've seen quite a few disturbing images.. such as a jewelry advertisement sign. Nothing out of the ordinary, right? Well, I'd say the same, except under the store name, there was a happy-go-lucky anxious Santa Clause squeezing a gay-ish looking man's nipples. WHAT IN THE HELL DOES A RAUNCHY SANTA CLAUSE SQUEEZING SOME GUY'S NIPPLES HAVE TO DO WITH JEWELRY!?

There's also a hairstyle that's apparently popular here. Hard to describe, but it resembles a cat vomitting all over a person's hair of which was then rubbed all over the person's head. Ugh. What's worse is that whenever you're driving, it feels like one really drawn out roller coaster ride. I get carsick sometimes, but this is rediculous. Ears pop constantly, head spins as you make another jump in elevation, and basically it feels like you're about to fly straight out the window of your vehicle.

The only pro towards this town so far is that the air seems more clean and clear.
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Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

Hmm. Somewhat not what I expected, although the depressed, suicidal, and fear of loss of loved ones is somewhat accurate.

Sooo... first journal. Mila went ahead and told me, so I went ahead and made meself what some call a blog. Well, hmmm. Perhaps I'll use this somewhat as a journal(hmmm, Chris, the site is called live JOURNAL. Nicely done!). Well.. let's see.

Monday at animal science, Jess yelled out about me moving, and the teacher said she was going to have to do something on wednesday. I figured she was just sayin' stuff and would forget by today.. heh, was I in for a suprise when she came in today with a wrapped gift and four balloons! A CHS flag... thing. Well, hey, at least I have something to remember Christiana by! There were also donut holes.. many donut holes which were assaulted by every passing citizen like a flesh-consuming zombie. Needless to say, I was in a good mood.

Eh... can't think of too much else. Jess kept mentioning to Mila & Brin on "the THING THING". I can only assume she plans to kidnap me from the shadows after school and keep me in an abandoned warehouse. Sounds like fun!

Only today and tomorrow left... god I wish I wasn't moving.

P.S. - Blogs stay public until I grab Brin & Jess' username on Journals.
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